1/31

I'M HOME. got an early parole! get to sleep in my own bed tonight. yeehah.

1/31

if you can believe all the rumors and innuendos


tonight's the last night under lock down!
i've been by told several sources,
i'll be home for the superbowl!not quite the same ring. oh, well.

very exciting news. all of my counts are gaining very rapidly.
i obviously had a very healthy donor and their cells are growing at prestigious rates. (like the big word?) in the most optimistic world, i will never have to be admitted again for medical treatment of aml. all of my treatment from now on will be out patient! hallelujah! thanks to every one's thoughts and prayers, we couldn't have done it without you.




crawling from the wreckage
crawling from the wreckage
youd think by now at least that
half my brain would get the message
crawling from the wreckage
crawling from the wreckage
into a brand new car

1/30

i am definitely feeling better. all of my counts now appear very good.now comes the my opportunity to see how long it takes me to drive them over the edge. ha hah ha!

From the Observation Deck

I'm glad to say that by noon today, I saw a bit of the old Kurt--lying to the doctor about how he went for a walk, making obscene gestures behind Bruce's (the nurse) back, making faces at me when I asked him to drink more water and eat more sandwich, b---hing about the workman arriving a 10 days late to fix the heat. That's the Kurt we know and love.

His white blood cell count was up today so that's good news--they are going up!  That's it for now.  -jani

honestly feeling better, jani says i'm crabby. obviously a step in he right direction

1/28

You know the day destroys the night
night divides the day
tried to run
tried to hide
break on through to the other side
break on through to the other side
break on through to the other side yeah

sorry i haven't been posting been a rough couple of day

He's the same

Let's just call him Sleeping Beauty with a 10 o'clock shadow. The doctors said that days 7-10 are the worst. Today is day 7. As horrible as he feels, I am proud to say that he said to the doctor, "I'll get through this, just a few more days." That's great--he needs those positive thoughts in his head and body! Who is this guy???!!!
xxoo jani